I'VE MOVED!
OK. wonderful. new blog peace out. this is my 401th post. so :D

I took a few days to settle what i was gonna wear for ailin's party. and i just decided what to wear! Yay! I'm raring to go. Just that i dont know if i should wear it now or later. hmmmmmmmmm.

If you're wondering what i am gonna wear, I'm gonna wear my green pullover and a striped shirt with a coduroy pants look-a-like. I'll take a pic. I like it :) i decided on it over a span of, 15 MINUTES. ahahaha

OMG. as much as i hate to admit it, I think Vaness Wu's song, Poker face is quite hot! Ugh.
Justin Timberlake's Sexy Back is damn hot. I could listen to it 2 times over and over. ( which is not bad considering i tire of song after about a minute and a half )
I LOVE TAKING BACK SUNDAY, i can listen for a whole 30 minutes!

My cousin fixed my lighter! :D Sucha a sweetheart.
Besides just 2 more posts!

Anyway school today was ok. I wanna make wantons! Needa consult my mum and get ingredients. Fangzi and Tanya want to come over tomorrow. I wanna know goss about _ cos i dig _'s girlfriend. :D HAHAHA.

Anyway it's my sisters birthday. So, Bye sluts. :D <3

must add, i screwed the japanese exchange thang!

Oh man, I watched Pirates of the Carribean 2 just now.
Was so good & this MOFO sitting next to me was like what the fuck. Leave us hanging. Fuck ah what a lousy show. If they were so good they'd go direct it themselves. I don't think it would even be one-tenth as good as how i felt it was.
Well yeah, Elizabeth Swann and Capt. Jack Sparrow made out! :D :D :D :D I liked that part the best. They are so made for each other!
I think i don't want to sleep at night.
I doubt neeone would wanna stay up with me though.
My throat hurts cos of the _. :(

ZOMG! I say an ultra chio ang moh girl taking a drag along grange road. Then i got to great world city and i saw a hot international school girl. I say so cos you never see chicks like her in our lame singapore systemed schools.

School sucked.
Man, i'm flaking.
My momma just came home.

:(

AHAHHA. i cannot log on into friendster. So irritating.
Nah, seriously. I'm damn annoyed. I want to see who that audrey person is and Ailin Kea is a sickening slut and not reply my IMs on msn. Plus Miss Gracie Goh accepted my friend request.
sigh sigh sigh.
Today is a weird day like that kinda dream come true kinda day. so it's weird.
I had a fight with Madam Lim this morning and we had a great shouting match which was really loud and she decided not to shout with me anymore because, i really really shouted at her.
Then the new VP had something against my slippers and usually hidden toes. Then i was trying to be as sarcastic as possible with her cos she didn't know there is a 3P. and i feel very sad for her cos she's gonna take over as principal and she doesnt even know the basic information like what classes are there in the damn school. Brilliant, i say, brilliant. And she has to come scold mrs. Wong for what I did wrong. It's damn stupid lah. Then she pisses of Mrs. Wong and everyone gets into shiaatzz.
And we have double period of bio where we staged a rebellion against the new teacher. It was like crappy cos whatever we said either backfired or we did something not according to plan and some sort of funny shiatzz happens and we all get screwed and we don't have fun.
Come to think of it, today wasn't really a "dream come true kinda day"
& i lost my Japan Exchange programme form. Tomorrow must submit. I wanna take part! :(

Gosh gosh gosh. So many things, So little time.

I had a seriously whacked dream!
I dreamt that in SG. We had some low tiered WTA tennis tournament.
And i was with Tanya and we decided to check it out.
The moment we went in. ( in was at the indoor stadium. whacked huh!? )
I saw Iveta Benesova and Zheng Jie and they were like supporting this chinese doubles, then i shouted," Go Iveta! " and she looked up! Tanya was like, "she's not even playing." Then i slip and fell. Then i looked up i saw Venus Williams, Justine Henin-Hardenne and Amelie Mauresmo!
Venus Williams gave me a hand and i got back up on my feet. Then i saw Jhh and i tried to talk to her but she was like walking away giving that kinda don't-talk-to-me-i'm-the-queen-damnit-look! So i was like, My friend likes you a lot! and she walked away faster. She's q the bitch man. I don't recall anything with Mauresmo. But i saw a lot of china players. and i saw like the whole french junior team or sort off. I don't know but they aren't the lowly ranked one. I saw Pauline Parmentier, Clemence Poesy ( fuck, she ain't a tennis player ), Alize Cornet and Severine Bremond! So when i wanted to say something they were like already gone! And i saw Shana and another girl, can't remember who, then i was like where did they GO!? And she was like they went back, and i was like you know them!? And she was like yeah! we learn French and the dream ended. WAHAHAHA. So fucking hilarious.
I never see Anastasia Myskina and Daniela Hantuchova! :(

OH FOR PETE'S SAKE PLEASE STOP SAYING GROSSO! IT'S SO FUCKEN ANNOYING! AFTER HE SCORED THE WINNING GOAL THE COMMENTATOR WENT ON ABOUT HIM FOR AT LEAST 10 TIMES STATING HE WAS FROM PALERMO AND ALL SORTS OF FUNNY SHIZZ. LIKE, HE'S GROSS-O. HELLO! NOT STUPID HERE. HE'S TOTALLY GROSS-O WITH ALL THAT LONG HAIR IT'S SO GREASY AND DISGUSTING. OMG. IMMA GONNA DIE IF I HEAR ANYTHING RELTAED TO GROSSO TOMORROW OR RATHER LATER. COS IT'S 5AM.

Watching the finals now. About 15 minutes to go. Come on france! Don't let me go into mourning. Bryan. Is watching with me. Sort off.

I bought Burberry boxers for $50 a pair. I got 2. They gave one for free. So my dad took it.
I also bought a Polo Ralph short sleeve button down which is pretty cool. It's reddish and farmer-ish. I almost bought a blazer. It was like $400 but it was like 50% off and my mum had some extra 15% off cos she's some sorta member. So yeah. My short sleeve only cost something like 70? Cheap stuff. Hmmm. Yeah, anyway, I think i'm getting the pure affair blazer over the Ben Sherman. But it's so fucking hot. The price diff is 20SGD and one is velvet the other is some weird fabric called orgasm. Organza, sorry!!! Nah, i'm kidding it's cotton. SIGH.
Decisions.Decisions.Decisions.

Ok. i think i don't like Alex anymore. Well i don't like her with Marissa because she becomes this needy bitch. And Marissa seems to be less attracted to her because of so. I don't know but i think the casting director for O.C. was awesome but the story line where Alex becomes some cheesy needy bitch gets me annoyed. I think i've grown to dislike Alex. However i still like Olivia Wilde.
Anyway, this is a beautiful show. I love how it makes me cry. The relationship between Summer and Seth i dare say is the most beautiful i've ever seen. Kirsten and Sandy are like, very real. The most realistic relationship/marriage whatever. I'm sick/crazy/obsessed.

I love The O.C.

plus,
i love Marissa. Not Alex.

I want to get shirts. I saw a hot hot ben sherman blazer. It's like only 100usd. But shipping is like 40usd! So total's like 140usd about 240sgd. But it's mega nice and i really find it nice. Man. I don't know. I'm really Ugh. Imma gonna ask my mum.

Ok when this blog hits 400 post i'm gonna switch my address. My blog's getting slow cos of the many digressing, lame, angsty, etc.
i just want

-watches humourous O.C. bloopers-

fuck what i want to say.

Basically, right now, I have this huge load of crap in my mind. I guess i wanna let it out and not keep it in. It's kinda worthless keeping it in. I need to say this.
( i was listening to Bell X1. I feel inspired yo! )

I remember not too long ago. You said i was the only person who made you laugh like that.
I remember you once said you wanted to see me cry. I just told you i'm not gonna cry. Cos i only cried cos of _, but that's besides the point. I told you i'll only cry if someone breaks my heart.
You promised you will never break my heart. ( yeah, never. )
So like whatever happened to promise and never?
I'm not expecting a lot from you cos you're like nothing to me. ( well that's harsh. )
Anyway, i think it's like totally fine that you don't like me. ( in whatever ways possible. )
I'm not gonna cry and everything cos i don't really see the need to cos i think i'm also wasting my time with things that dont even matter. ( i've been doing that a whole lot. )
I know you read my blog. That's totally rad. You can don't talk to me or anything for the rest of your life. Obviously you don't want to, cos i used to crush you. oh hell, i don't even know what i'm saying.
Hello Merl.
Uhmm... so, i think all that O.C. has gotten to me.
Well you know, i remembered i promised you something. But sadly it's all out. I'll get you something else. Since i promised to like eons ago. I'm keeping my promise.
Oh man, I don't know. I think i'm sad again.
Ok uhm fuck.
Great. Shiat. i forgot what i wanted to say. I HAVE TO STOP CHANGING WINDOWS WHEN I'M THINKING. IT TOTALLY BREAKS CONCENTRATION.
SO ERM, like bye.
Yeah, i like totally deleted your number and stuff from my phone. :)
Maybe i'll blog about you again later. Betcha wanna kill me cos you told me not blog about you. AHAHA. come and kill me man! :D

My hopes are so high, your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me so i
die happy.

Alright, bye already!

-edit-

right now, i sound as if i was SOOOOOOOOOOO in love with you. :\

I watched another 175 minutes of O.C. ( not inclusive of, pause-rewind-play-pause-again-rewind-play-again-every-alex-marissa-moment. ) If that counted. I think over 200 minutes. But yes. I'm so sad for kirsten. I cried again. Magnificent. I didn't even cry half as much when i nicked of a whole inch of my skin from above my achilles tendon.
Ahh.. the mysteries or heartwarming-tears inducing drama serials which aired over a year ago.
The brilliance of good casting and good storylines. ( up to a certain point that is )

I'm sucha a drama junkie. I can't stand it. :D
Needa find more of me. :D

-edit-
wait, then again, i can't really stand myself.